Her

Fingertips numb
wish that I could see you
pretend that I am
with you
Just kidding I am with
my friends
I'm having fun, this night
is great
This beer tastes great
I am forgetting all the
bad things
But I lose sight of you
I think for
a second...
this cigarette's width
might've taken up --
but wait!
What am I forgetting?
Myself?
Nah
Things are technicolored
I can't be
worth that much
I've lost
much more than
myself.
There's nothing left to lose.
I say,
fuck it all.
They say,
the world is my oyster.
But I have clammed up
I will not pose
for the camera
won't be their picture.
I feel too lit up
like a ghost
so let me
fade
fade
fade